Why is it so hard to stay motivated
It seems like just yesterday I was full of energy and cranking out tasks left and right.
I was waking up early and working out.
I ate healthy meals and went to bed on time.
BUT today…today is different.
I’m so unaware of why the feeling of motivation is fleeting and why I cannot seem to hold onto it.
There is nothing I want more than to be so consistent with my productivity that each and every night I lay my head on my pillow with no regrets.
“A medium article is okay” I tell myself.
Why do I keep justifying these small, insignificant victories as anything to be proud of when the true project is sitting right in front of me.
I have unfinished business that continues to go unfinished.
I have dreams that, as of today, are still dreams.
Nothing I say to myself will convince.
It’s like working with someone who only shows up 2 days a week, but you remember distinctly asking them to come in at least 4 days a week.
I don’t even ask for a 5 day schedule.
I feel like I am offering myself with TOO many chances.
I just hope, one day, I’ll finally realize the time I’ve wasted.
Time is all we have, and I seem to just be throwing it away like its last weeks leftovers.
My life is not a leftover.
I know that.
But yet, my feet stay still?
With no hesitation of changing its position.
